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Name: beverly
Country: Canada
State: Ontario
Metro: Toronto
Birthday: 11/21/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: skateboarding, mainstream rock ( if you are a nut that hates on mainstream rock just because u hate people that are sucessful, u're just an idiot, and stop being jealous just because someone got lucky.), 50's jazz, mainstream RNB, Thai Kickboxing, guitar, Mazda Rings, Emo
Expertise: Jack of ALL TRADES, master of none. i'm serious... Runway-walking. ;) i currently work two part time jobs. #1 Bookkeeping/Sales Rep in Retail #2 Support Staff in Real Estate
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Friday, May 26, 2006

Chinese Canadian Girl in the Motherland

Well, not exactly MY motherland...technically Malaysia is.  But pretty close. 
 
I'm living in Hong Kong Chai...or what translates as Aberdeen, Hong Kong.  Ask me how?...well, I have no clue at all.  This is Hong Kong 2006 Discovery Year.  And there is certainly much to discover...
 
My dad's flat is pretty nice.  Very modern Chinese-style, with a touch of Western influence.  One thing you'll notice about Hong Kong is the amazing landscape.  It's very mountainous, the buildings situated around the mountains are proof of Hong Kong's architectural brilliance.  The Skyscrapers really scrape the sky...yeah that was stupid.
 
Today, I realized how different Chinese markets are...and quite nauseating.  Of course, I haven't experienced a Chinese market since I was 14.  You think Toronto China town is bad?  Well, whatever you find nauseating about Chinatown, it's 10Xs worse in Hong Kong.  Of course, from a Western perspective.  I'm going to shy away from the specifics, but lets just say the meat is unbelievably FRESH.
 
Today, I decided to browse the apparel retail area of Causeway Bay.  The salesperson pressure in the Hong Kong boutiques is unbelievable.  The REALLY want your business.  And you know, no matter where I go, people still recognize me as foreign.  In the motherland, and still foreign... GEEEEEZ.  Not to mention, my Cantonese is quite shitty...compared to these people.  Imagine that...  Now, the only challenge here is: how to go shopping and not come back to toronto looking like a complete Fob.
 
Anyways, that's it for now, I'll be sure to update soon.

Joi-Geen, Zai Jian, Laters


Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Currently Listening
North
By Something Corporate

see related
- Watch the Sky (UK Edition)

The Melting Pot

"Whoever said an Asian girl couldn't look good with blonde hair and blue eyes?"

"Bev, you have more video games than a teenage Asian kid"
"You idiot, I AM a teenage asian kid"
"Oh. Yeah...forgot""

Somedays all I do is watch the sky...


Monday, March 06, 2006


Friday, February 10, 2006

My Lack of Future

I have had quite an eventful week this week...

There's something about loving your girls soooo much which completely molds you into a man-hating bitter spintzter type.  You know, it's agonizing to witness the agony of someone you love.  *sigh*  And come to the conclusion that no matter what you do, you'll always experience this inability to stop the hurt.

Last weekend, despite telling myself to study for my two tests on Wednesday, I did the triple-club hop.  The wax of my enthusiasm melts away only to leave the unlit charcoal wick of this once firey passion... How overly dramatic.  But essentially, I'm burning out.  Nonetheless, Thursday evening with my Murr, Sisi, Pegz & Jess is going down in the books as probably one of the best clubbing experiences yet.

We think we're rational individuals...does anyone really want to admit to being irrational?  Is it because the romance of our phantasmigorical worlds is seemingly too joyful to completely drop despite we knowing how unlikely it is for all peices of the puzzle to be present?  There's always bound to be a puzzle peice missing right?  So why do we think with our hearts so much and  not our past experiences, eyes, and mind... or wait, can we really think with our pas experiences and eyes?


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Currently Listening
Where You Want To Be
By Taking Back Sunday
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It Was All Staged

I suppose everyone's fronting a little right? 

Shakespeare once wrote
“All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players; They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts, His acts being seven ages” 

No matter how annoying it truly is or becomes, one will always remain 'fake'...Just how long is this part being played?  When does one need to exit the stage? When does one return? And further more, when one exits the stage, what determines whether he or she will return?    

How long is too long?  How long can one front for?  What if one comes to a point where he or she cannot distinguish the 'frontin' from his or her own true character?  Maybe personality and character is figment of our imaginary worlds.  A person in this lifetime encounters so many different people, and one is bound to treat each one differently...

***sorry, very poorly written, didn't really think too much about this one...just random rambling***



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